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Feb. 3rd, 2008

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Joshua Alexander Simon

Hes PERFECT!
im falling and im falling hard!
he makes me so happy.
i havent known him long but already he has changed my life
i hope that every girl can find a guy
like Josh.
hes the best guy ive known for
a long time.
hes different from all the rest.
in the best way possible.


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Dec. 15th, 2007

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Wow.. so its been a while

mood: sad
music: 97.1 the river
yup exactly what i said.
its been a while so i thought i would drop a post
even though no one really reads them
oh well
its like my own personal internet diary
its not like anyone cares what i write

ok so about my week
so its been absolutely boring
this guy likes me
but hes a really good friend of mine
and he keeps telling me he loves me
and i only like him as a friend
but i feel like it might be my fault
that by still talking to him im leading him on
and i feel bad.
i dont really know what to do?
hes a really sweet guy
but i dont want to go out with him and i dont know how to tell him
i feel so horrible because he has been through so much
its really hard or me but yea happeir topics

so my weekend so far has been pretty great.
i went to my best friend kellis birthday party it was kinda fun.
and somewhat boring
my ex boyfriend (and hers i might add)
showed up
that was interesting
he just kinda followed me around thats bout it
sad thing is.. hes still telling me he loves me
its getting kinda old
i know hee doesnt really
but its so confusing
im glad i went on boy strick this year.
its been a release.
but i guess its also been a curse as well
its really hard to be single when you dont want to be
but are forcing yourself to be
in order to not get hurt.
like i said.
its hard.


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Dec. 2nd, 2007

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im sorry i cant be perfect

location: limbo
music: Simple Plan-Perfect
This is how my dad makes me feel everyday. nothing i do is good enough. he acts like hes twice his age. he has no sense of humor anymore. so this song describes our relationship perfectly. and some day ill pay it for him. word for word. and hopefull he'll understand. hopefully he'll disapear.

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
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Nov. 26th, 2007

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Aim goo roo

ok, so im on aim and some person just imed me sayin they knew me.
but now they are making me guess whho they are!
not cool!
lol.. i think i know who it is tho..
hmm.. maybe..?

ok.. so i just got back to school from my fall break.
i was soo tired i fell asleep in every class
but ya know..
oh well =]

HAHA I FIGURED OUT WHO IT WAS!
lol

well.. im all done here
hope you all
had a GREAT
THANKSGIVING!!! =]

<3 Suicide

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Nov. 18th, 2007

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my Friday-Sunday

location: my house
mood: chipper
music: none
Ok.. so here's my weekend

Friday: so i went to a party at my friend Darins house- we got stoned off our asses and drank quite a bit. it was lots of fun. i hung out with some old friends and met some new ones. afterwards i stayed the night at my friend Kellis house. it was fun. she went to bed early so i hung out with her brother and aunt (her aunt is 17)

Saturday: i got to hang out with this great guy named Sean. hes amazing and the exact kind of guy im looking for. the only problem is that he is too old.  my parents would kill me if they found out i was with him. but i think i love him. we have been messing around and hanging out since like April and its now almost december. and when i turn 18 he asked me to move in with him. how can i possibly say no? if you saw him you would understand too. hes perfect!

Sunday: Today the first thing i hear when i wake up is the phone ringing. my sister brings it to me and its some of my older sisters friends who also happen to be my friends. they asked if i want to help them move their stuff to their new house. i said yes of course. it was soo much fun. we are a bunch of crazy ppl so we made moving fun. then we took all the stuff to their new place unloaded it. then we just chilled for a few hours. drank beer and Arbor mist and just messed around having fun. it was a great day.

so.. yea i hope your weekend was as great as mine.

<3 Love you Lots! trisha

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Nov. 14th, 2007

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I gave blood

mood: sad
Yup i did.. =] it was my first time.. and boy it felt weird.
it wasnt too baad..
but my arm hurts.. and i almost passed out.. plus a splitting migraine.
other than that oh well.


now back to normal life
So.. I like this guy. but he is a good friend of mine and im almost positive he doesnt like me
and he prolly never will
it really sux and makes me kinda sad
why do all the good guys either gotta be taken or not want anything to do with me
**sad**
i hate it.. but what can i do..
.....nothing....


so.. to the day i say goodnight and to the night i say hello.
man i hate the time change..
its so confusing
its only 5:50 and it already dark
wtf..

anyways.. im just tired of being single ya know
gosh i seriously write in this thing like its a journal
i know no one is gonna read it
whats the point?..
there isnt one.. thats what.

<3 loves.. Suicide

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Nov. 7th, 2007

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Writer's Block: This Gets My Vote

location: home
mood: sad
music: life is a highway

Whether it's in an election or just in a fun poll, what's getting your vote this week?


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well.. if i could vote.. i deffinatly know i would NOT be voting for President cuz in my opinion there are nooo good candidates for this election. hmm.. what else.. oh im assissting a poll on what the contents of school vending mechines should consist of and why they are inportant to students and faculty at schools.
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Posted at 07:51 pm | | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

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So.. My week so far..

Well, my week has kinda sucked.
On Monday my girlfriend (kristin) broke up with me bcuz she still wants her ex gf, who is acctually my good friend who has a bf.
but w/e i dont really care cuz its a good thing if ya thing about it.
i dont want to be dating some1 who still wants some1 else. thats just stoopid..
btw: i no im makin spellin errors and its ok.. idc. =]
tuesday wasnt too bad. but really boring and that part sucked.
RCA is sooo boring!! all my friends are immature idiots who just mess around and dont take anything seriously.
and they are all guys to so they dont care.
normally i wouldnt either but cmon.. we are 16 17 and 18+ yrs old.
after a while of all my guys are still the same as they were in 6th grade.
and its sad! they need a serious WAKE UP call..
and ya know what else.. im STILL friends with almost ALL guys.
its insane. i love em ta death but i just wanna kick their butts for not growing up.
Do you get what im sayin? lol..
prolly not.
well today was a great day.
but my Kristin wants me to go to church with her and church is NOT my thing.
but we are still friends and i told her i would so i guess im stuck.
oh well.. what are friends for.
she hates it too so ill just suffer with her.
well g2g.. im gonna go watch charmed and make this super kool
pendant necklace outta granit.
<3 Love You ALL!! Suicide..
((nickname.. im not suicidal. dont understand than ask me bout it.. dont assume.. youll make an ass outta u and me. =] ))
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Nov. 4th, 2007

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Hey LiveJournal

location: my house
mood: cold
music: Evanescence
So I just signed up for livejournal and yea.. ive never done one of these before so bear with me. well, im going to eat dinner but ill post more later.. =]
<3 Suicide

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